My mind is filled with complicated things. People tell me to take it one step at a time but it’s hard. It seems as though everything comes as first priority. So many problems to settle and I’m just too sick and tired to deal with them. Random years trickled down my cheeks today. Oh what joy. I really cannot stand this. I honestly hate the way this is going. Rejected ignored hated betrayed bitched and 100% back stabbed! I have no idea who and what to trust. I’m like stuck in a maze with tall trees and I just can’t figure my way out. Everywhere I go is just dead ends sea ends dead ends. When will I ever find my way out? Who will I come across who will lead me to the exit. Right now, I don’t know at all. I’m completely lost and confused. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m becoming mentally unstable. One day I’m gonna explode. Boom.